Countdown:4 weeks..

It has been official since i tendered the letter last two weeks (after considering all options),it's just i was given an option for it to be an open date.

But today, the news has been announced,all the way from Auckland.

And yes, it is Sad. I'm sorry if you are bummed.

Hence,i'm hiring again. If you are interested in working with the World's Largest Technology Distributor, drop me a message, :-) Thank you.

"Your reason and your passion are the rudder and sails of your seafaring soul. If either be broken, you can but toss and drift or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining. And passion, unattended is a flame that burns to its own destruction"

-Kahlil Gibran

And I am so gonnna miss this place (and whatever comes with it) where i've spent my life at for almost 10 years now. Especially Places i used to live,places i visited and most importantly, peoples i met and be friended with..

p/s Note to Janna: NO,i'm not off to US,YET!

Because.....

"it´s only when you´re tested that you truly discover who you are. And it´s only when you´re tested that you discover who you can be. The person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of hard work and faith, and belief and beyond the HEARTACHE and fear of what life has.. "

-L.Eugene.S

God's greatest test..

I believe that there is only one creator of this universe, that is GOD. Even i believe religious are created by GOD to provide us varieties. Variety leads to challenge, and challenge comes in all sort of form. And in my case, i'm facing GOD's greatest test NOW..

The old man of the house is definitely not getting any younger.

The usual sickness that he's been having since his 30's like high blood and such is no new news to me BUT this, THE HEART condition is absolutely new and MAJOR.

My heart sunk when i received the text msg on early Thursday morning. I called kakak and him up and i decided to fly home. I spoke to my boss in Auckland, made ticket reservation, handover urgent jobs and left the office two hours early, went to collect my ticket, went home and pack and rush to the airport. I landed in KK around 10PM and went straight to the apartment. I then rushed to Tenom on Friday morning.

When i see him on Friday, Physically he doesn't look a bit like sick person. Must be the pride in him. which always overpowering everything else.

And at time like this I'm totally torn. I'll be leaving again tomorrow..i hope to return again in few weeks time.. we'll see. As of now, i'm playing my daughter role to make sure dad is going to be fine. period!

On another note, Happy Mother's Day to all Mums out there.. :)

p/s I'm touched with everyone's concern. Thank you so much for all the prays and hope.

**An Entry made in Tenom.

OFFERED!!

In the midst of juggling between tasks, almost losing my mind to monday madness, i received an offer.. :D :D It really made my day today..

" X is far from your QUALITY, make my life kelam kabut. You need to GUIDE her because i don't have enough patience.."

Terima Kasih. THANK YOU. Danke. Arigato Gozaimas-u. Grazie. Muchos Gracias.

Well. :D :D :D

So NOW, decision!! DECISION!!

Panasnya..

Sangat!!

Unless your are currently living at the other side of the globe or u've been stuck in your hse basement, i am positively sure you probably have noticed it.

I know i should be jumping for joy but the heat has been biting my sking 24/7 since the past few weeks and drained all my energy out. And a lot of people fall sick (including me too). It sucks. :s

OKAY PEOPLE, Sick or not, I'm going to enjoy the very last bits of this weekend, because i won't have any next week.. :s Blimey, i won't.

Off now..

p/s So Glad that a lot of people are making good progress lately..

WHY?

I am pissed!! Annoyed. Irritated. Mad.

can't even bring myself to write a proper entry. I have lost my touch in writing angsty post. Guess its the maturity and ageing factor. Kalau dulu anytime boleh curse, but now ....*sigh*

Things get very demanding and challenging.

Oh nevermind..

Happy ANZAC day.

Apr 19th, 1977

happy birthday kakak!! May all your wishes come true and granted a blessed life.. *hugs and kisses*

The P Of 2009

i have been sick for 2 days. Actually i started feeling the symptoms the day we reached home from easter break east coast escapade.. I haven't feel so awful like this for ages. The last time i had fever n gastric in one go was november 2006..geez! Since i took a day off from work and literally free,i went thru my to-go check list for this year. Pangkor,Penang and Perhentian checked!! So i have accomplished my little target for cuti2 msia. Next: 1 asian country and Europe..another P. Heh! Let it be my dream as of now, i will let u knw when its over.. Ok guys,i need to doze off..

NOTE TO MYSELF: THINGS HAPPENED FOR A REASON!

I watched Talentime today. The one phrase that i think catchy the most is

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

i'm off to bed..nitey peeps!

Mood: Homesick

Urghhh..My holiday is officially over (read:ruined) the moment i received that phone call this morning. Well,it's part of my commitment and responsibilities, so as much as i want to curl up in my bed much longer,the next thng i knw i walked into the office and spent 6 hours there. And they called me crazy woman. haha!

Btw, the weekend i spent at my parents' was superb. Being around the girls really reminds me of the great childhood we had.. And i met my bff too!

Le BFF: Maryanne. Upperstar,KK

And reuniting the whole 8 generations of Sagalons turned out to be a successful one. Walaupun few people choosed to bail this event out (in which i can't understand why) Now what left in me is homesickness..*sigh*

The Green Team..I'll load more pixs in my fotopages